Later that day another daughter told me I looked good. Having thought about it I asked what that means. She was nice enough to explain. I no longer looked sick, weak, sallow. I look healthy, even vibrant. That makes me feel good. I am gaining back some of the weight that I lost so quickly. I am also growing in strength and desire. I am up all day. I try to do more things around the house. I walked 3 blocks in one go. I went to the temple with a friend and I went visiting teaching. I am coming back to my life and doing things I love.
My sweet husband thinks it would be fun to go on a getaway in December because he has a deal he could get. I don't want to go. I like staying home. I realize I have always been a bit of a home body but I think I especially don't want to leave my family. The time I have them is so short and things can change so quickly without any warning. I want to just be with them and be doing things here for the holidays. I want to enjoy getting ready for Christmas and nights by the fire and a family all home for dinner and maybe secrets whispering around the house about gifts. I love my husband. He is so good to me. I hope he understands that I am still choosing him. I just want a little bit of everything.
Grateful:
vi·brant
- ˈvībrənt/adjective
- full of energy and enthusiasm.
- family
- children still at home
- autumn
- colored leaves
- comfort food
- my neck got shaved
- family vacations
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